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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Monster bugs are out on the attack. 

Current mood: Itchy

I'm so seriously.

I was outside for less than 30 minutes tonight and I think I have like 50 mosquito bites. Not only are they mosquito bites, I think they are MONSTER mosquito bites.

It's not only now, but on the fourth of July I was bitten ON THE PALM of my hand. These mosquitos mean business this year. To top my bite on my palm I was bitten on the BOTTOM OF MY FOOT tonight.

Come on!! give me a break!!! I'm officially declaring war on the monster mosquitos. They've pissed me off to a point of no return.

Damn the random monsoon season that Oklahoma had this Summer!

Currently listening :
It's Better to Have Loved
By Temposhark
Release date: 01 January, 2005

Saturday, July 07, 2007

On the Verge of Something Wonderful 

Current mood: drained



A serpent, a rabbit,
A walk in the forest.
A tentative looking sun.
A feeling, a moment,
A bursting of bubbles,
A panic to overcome.

A samurai, an angel,
An elegant table,
An AC that does not work.
A road trip, a car wreck,
A paperback novel,
A lover that ain't been hurt.

When you let me go, now I'm on my way,
And the world below, is cold and grey.
On the verge of, on the verge of something wonderful.
A resurgence, on the edge of something wonderful.

For it, against it,
Said he'd never meant it, but Harry still dropped the bomb,
A trip to the dentist, the Hollywood black list,
A moment that time forgot.

When you let me go, now I'm on my way,
When the world below is cold and grey.
On the verge of, on the verge of, something wonderful.
At the edge of, on the verge of, something wonderful.

You can dance in the devil's shoes, you like walking heels,
There's a decent living to be made in the selling out of ideals,
You can lose your way, in the big city,
Get distracted and lost, and feel pretty, yeah..

Ohh, Ohh…

I want you, I need you;
I don't wanna please you, or belong to anyone.
But life is for leading, for not people pleasing,
A race that has never been won.

When you let me go when I'm on my way,
When the world below is cold and grey…

On the verge of, on the verge of something wonderful,
At the edge of, on the verge of something wonderful,
On the verge of, on the verge of, something wonderful, Ohh,
On the verge of, on the verge of, something wonderful, Ohhh,
A resurgence, on the edge of something wonderful, Ohh…



yeah, another beautiful song by Darren.


Currently listening :
On the Verge of Something Wonderful
By Darren Hayes
Release date: 06 August, 2007

frustrated. 

Current mood: annoyed

Things won't get taken care of if you talk to other people about your problems. It's just a fact. Maybe I could have done better of trying to talk, however there never seems to be a moment when there are not at least 5 people in our apartment or vicinty.

I'm tired of walking in a room and feeling like everyone hates me because I decide to not do what everyone else is doing. I'm sorry but that's bullshit. I'll hang out with everyone when it goes back to normal and I don't have to drink every fucking minute to be your friend. Until then you can find me outside or across town.

I just hope someone doesn't get sick in my aparment, or even worse die. I think it is smart to be responsible.

You can still drink too much if you only drink two nights a week.

Currently listening :
On the Verge of Something Wonderful
By Darren Hayes
Release date: 06 August, 2007

Who would have thought... 

Current mood: annoyed

Nobody told you that a heart is like a deep, deep freeze,
So many lies, so much of it - broken.
And nobody told you deep within a well so cavernous,
That maybe I - could shed some light on…

Who would have thought, it could be amazing?
Who would have thought, the tiny courageous?
Who would have thought, that love so belated,
could save me, and bring me back to you… ohh.

And nobody told you there'd be days of silence that no one heard,
A river swells and overwhelms ya.
And nobody told you deep within a heart so ravenous,
that maybe I, could spare a beat for…

Who would have thought, it could be amazing?
Who would have thought, the tiny courageous?
Who would have thought, that love so belated,
could save me, and bring me back to you.

I had to find you, had to let you know,
that you aren't alone, (yea.), we didn't make the the rules,
I had to find you, had to get right back…to you… (ohh..)

(oh ohh)
I had to find you, had to let you know,
that you weren't alone, (yea, yea) we didn't make the the rules,
I had to find you, had to get right back to you…
It's always been you…
now, tell me…

Who would have thought it could be this amazing?
Now, who would have thought the tiny courageous?
Tell me…
Who would have thought that love so belated,
could save me, and bring me back to you..(ohh ohh..)


Thank you Darren for this beautiful song that makes me keep my sanity sometimes.

Currently listening :
This Delicate Thing We've Made
By Darren Hayes
Release date: 21 August, 2007

Saturday, June 30, 2007

ok. the rain really needs to stop. NOW. 

Current mood: blank

"You let me go
I'm on my way
the world below is cold and grey
on the verge of..
on the verge of something wonderful."

Let me tell you now, the video for "On the Verge of Something Wonderful" is BEAUTIFUL. Even if I've only seen 1:30 seconds of it. I'm so happy that I picked Darren to follow for the last 10 years of my life. He is truly amazing!

Now to my real life:

I know this is going to kick me in the ass later, but I can't wait for classes to start. I'm tired of feeling like I'm doing nothing with my life.

Another thing... I've been thinking a lot about people. Just people in general. I just wonder sometimes how many people REALLY care about how other people feel. I would like to think that I am one of those that really care about the people that I care about. UGH. I hate thinking about this stuff, but sometimes it really needs to be done.

Also, the last few weeks have been wonderful, however they have their down points too. I have forgot what it feels like to have a clean apartment ALL of the time. That was what the last week has been like, it was wonderful. I threw away so much stuff, all junk that no one will miss. It was so nice to sit on the futon at 11 pm and read a magazine not worrying about who was going to be staying the night in our front room. I was able to enjoy MY front room and TV/music/whatever else I wanted to do without worrying about someone else. I love my friends to death, don't get me wrong, but sometimes, I need MY apartment.

Geez, this blog sucks. I'm really happy right now even though it may not seem so. I have the awesome memories of the time with my Mother and the Darren concerts in Chicago a few weeks ago that keep me awesomely happy. I have a wonderful boyfriend that I love. And great friends. AND my favorite holiday is coming up!!! INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!! YAY!!!!

I leave you with this wonderfulness...

Currently listening :
The Tension And The Spark
By Darren Hayes
Release date: 12:00 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

What an AWESOME weekend! 

Current mood: accomplished

So I just got back from Chicago today. I seriously traveled from Chicago to Norman in one day, only taking about 4 breaks the entire time. Whew, that sucked.

However, I had the time of a life in Chicago! Last nights concert was AMAZING! We ended up standing right in front of the stage. Darren hi-fived my mom and came over to us numerous times. Haha, I got to feel his sweaty hand, which is gross and pretty cool at the same time. What is funny is I have it on video and all you hear is us shreeking. Also, the opening band Temposhark, was pretty awesome too. I wish I would have listened to their music before going to the concerts. But ya'll should check them out on myspace!

The first concert wasn't as good as last nights. First off there were less people. It was wayyy more laid back. Secondly, Darren wore his "pimp suit" last night. I have some awesome pictures that I will post soon. But I'm just extremely tired from being in the car 15 hours straight. Blah

Seeing the sights around Chicago was pretty awesome too. I have to say, aside from the crazy drivers, I really like Chicago. But for now I must sleep.

Currently listening :
Joy
By Temposhark
Release date: By 25 May, 2006

Friday, June 15, 2007

I leave tonight! 

Current mood: excited

OMG! Tomorrow night I will be in Chicago and Darren Hayes will be entertaining me!!!!!!!!

So I'm sitting here at the Ford Dealership waiting for them to finish my oil change and I got this idea. I need to make a sign that says HOLD ME, just like I did at the 2000 Savage Garden concert. What are the chances I'll get pulled up on stage again, with the same technique. I think it's worth a try!

I'm so freaking excited.

Currently listening :
The Tension And The Spark
By Darren Hayes
Release date: By 23 September, 2004

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

4 more days!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Current mood: anxious

4 more days till Chicago/Darren Hayes! I'm starting to FREAK OUT!

Yesterday, I bought tickets to go to the top of Sears Tower on Sunday. That's going to be fun. It's going to be a great weekend. Two Darren Hayes shows and a day to hang out in Chicago.

I've been putting everything off preparing for this trip. Although I did spend about 4 hours yesterday drilling/sawing/working on installing a laptop mount in my car. It pretty much failed. I'm gonna go have another look at it later today when the heat of the day has passed.

In an update of my life in general, I faily much spend most of my time at the pool and I have a nice tan to show for it. I've also been thinking a lot the last few days. I'm thinking after I get back from Columbus on the 5th, I'm gonna look for a job. I've faily much decided that being in band this fall is a bad idea, and that I should at least get a job. The reasoning behind that is, I'm tired of spending my mom's money and if having a job is too much stress with 2 classes that I've already taken I can drop the job and still pass my classes (unlike what my options with being in band would be). So there's an update of what has been rolling around in my head lately.

I'm gonna go freak out about Darren some more

Currently listening :
The Tension And The Spark
By Darren Hayes
Release date: By 23 September, 2004

Monday, May 28, 2007

Allergic to Kansas/Missouri? Yes, I think so. 

Current mood: anxious

Well here I am, day 3 in Missouri. I'm ready to leave. I can't breathe here, literally.

I drove up to Kansas City for Kyle's wedding Friday, which was very pretty and a very well planned out ceremony. Just a tad bit too churchy for me though, but I still respected it. Along my drive, while I was about half way through Kansas, I realized that I couldn't breathe out of my nose. Stupid allergies. Ever since then, my nose has either been clogged or running like there's no tomorrow. Ugh.

So in attempt of being able to breathe again, I have decided to go back to Oklahoma a day early. Not to mention I miss all my friends, my Matt , my stuff, my HOME. Yeah. It's like that. This place just isn't home to me anymore. And that's a very good thing!

I did however enjoy hanging out with my mom and "the kids" (Hallie and Boo) this weekend. She is the most awesomest mom ever. I can't wait till we get to go to Chicago in a few weeks! For those of you keeping score in Oklahoma, my mom probably won't be able to make it back to Norman until Decemberish.

As an ending note to this post, I want to thank Matt for making the last month of my life, the greatest month of my life.

Currently listening :
Hotel California
By Eagles
Release date: By 25 October, 1990

My soon to be addition to the apartment...... 

Current mood: anxious


oh yeah!

Currently listening :
Hotel California
By Eagles
Release date: By 25 October, 1990

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