A Thousand Words or More...

Had some people over tonight, we kinda just sat around and watched south park, listened to some music, and stared at each other. Oh and listened to about 30 minutes of drama that is in someones life, thank goodness all that drama isn't in my life. My life is good.

Now other things, I've never really had any new years resolutions but this year I do.
1. Quit having a crappy outlook on things, and be a nicer person.
2. Loose some weight
and,
3. Do better in school


Here's to a new and better year.

hahahaha. I bet those people were freakin out and thinking it was "The Day After Tomorrow" or something.

We actually have a chance for some t-storms coming up Saturday. Of course there are two days of a chance in Oklahoma, but hey, I'm in Missouri right now so one is better than none.

 

I finally got my tattoo. Todd, the guy who did it was awesome. I think I'm going to be addicted to tattoos now. Thank goodness that they are illegal in Oklahoma.

...Connecticut.

HAHA makes me want to go to Connecticut.

I really think The Steppord Wives is a good movie.

No one is here.

Except me.

How awesome is that! It's very quiet around here. Amazingly I don't have any music on. It's just nice to hear quiet.

My night at work went well until this chick was kind of rude about telling me not to do something. I told her that she didn't need to use that kind of tone to me, and she was like "well you worked for Mazzio's before so I thought you knew not to do that" Yes. I have worked for the company before but at a different store. People do things differently at different stores, she should know that since she came from a different store. ARG. I like working there, but seriously, no one should go off on me or use a tone, about something that I SHOULD, know. After that, I really wanted to leave. Oh, and I was reminded tonight why I like being part of management. When everyone around you isn't working, and you are doing all the work. Yeah, it sucks. This shall be an interesting upcoming semester with this job. I'm having a feeling it isn't going to last.

I just pierced my ears. I got my piercing needles in the mail today. I wasn't for sure if I could do it, but I did. I just did a regular ear piercing on both of my ears right above my older piercings. I had to re-do my right ear piercing though because it wasn't even with my other piercing. So now I have three fresh piercings in my ears. I started freaking out when blood started RUNNING down my right cheek when I did the first piercing in my right ear. It quit pretty quickly though. The whole procedure went pretty well for me, since I have this crazy fear of needles and blood, both of which were in mass amounts during the event.

Now, I just have to get up the courage to pierce my inner conch. That goes through cartledge, and I dunno if I'm up for that. The crunching in the regular part of my ears was kinda freakin me out.

Started listening to an album that you haven't listened to in a LONG time and you get this weird feeling like you are automatically taken back 10 years.

I just did. I downloaded a few Hanson CD's online (legally thru AOLMusicNet) and I started listening to "Thinking of You" and I felt like I was 10 again. Ok maybe I was about 13 when I started listening to Hanson, but anyway. It gave me chills.

Man those were the times, you didn't have to worry about your future or anything, now it's like this constant pestering in the back of your head "am I doing the right thing."

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In other news, I'm not going to get to go see Collective Soul Saturday now because I have a job. ARG. So much for those plans. I seriously didn't think I would start working YESTERDAY. It went well and I think I'm going to like working at Mazzio's again. It will be weird not being a shift leader and not being in the kitchen. Life is good right now. Oh and I got my old employee number at work. It is sad that I was happy by this, but I was worried about it. I really liked that number 34480. It is sad that I remembered it 2 years after I quit. I think the guy at work probably thought I was nuts when I jumped up and down when I looked at the schedule and said "YES!!! I got my number!!!"

I thought about cutting my hair again. I'm getting sick of the same boringness. It's getting about to the length that I cut it last time. Someone should convince me not to, before I do something tragic again.

Things have been going so incredibly well for me the last few days it's unbelievable. I'm just waiting for something bad to happen....

2 A's so far and I have a feeling it's going to go downhill from there.

so far here are my set grades:

Orientation to Professional Meteorology - A
Understanding Music - A

here are my projected grades:

Government - C
Physics - C
Calc 2 - D

Let's see how it works out...

I've had a REALLY good day.

I got a job at Mazzio's, I'm going to be a P1, I have no idea how much I'm getting paid. haha. Maybe I should have asked.

I got most of the physics homework done today. Studied for my music exam that I have tomorrow. And found out I'm still going to be able to take physics II next semester even though I ran my calc 2 class into the dirt. That alone has made my day great. My schedule for next semester is final. All Monday, Wednesday, Friday classes again! WOO HOO!

I REALLY can't wait till finals are over and I get a break from classes. I need it. Even though I'm going to start working next week, I'm excited about classes ending, and starting a new job. Oh and I'm excited about the fact that I am going to be in band next semester. YES.

Ok so it's 1:15 and I'm not even at home, I'm still in the union studying, I think I'm going to pack it up and head back to the apartment and study some more.

Here it is, in all it's glory. Finals week.

I'm not to worried about my Music or Government finals. I really want to do well on my Physics final though, because if I get above a 70, I'll get a B in the class. Also, I'm not to concerned with my calc final either, I have to get like a 150% to pass the class. HAHAHAHA.

I have a job interview at Mazzio's today. They called on the 2nd of December, and you know me and checking my voicemail. So I didn't get it until like the 9th.

We watched the finale of Survivor last night. Twila didn't win, she was pretty darn close though. I went to the Survivor website to fill out an application to be on the show, too bad you have to be 21 to enter. That sucks!

Man it is 6:30 and I've been wide awake for an hour now. I was asleep by 11:30 last night. I'm really debating going to IHOP and getting breakfast and working on some studying.

It's by a group called Smile Empty Soul, the name of it is "This is War"


I'm just a normal man
I wouldn't hurt nothing at all
but here we are

our leaders have a plan
I'd only kill if it's for them
now here we are

I drove in a car and flew in a plane
to come to your house and kick your door in
now it's down to this, it's just you and me
I'll blow your f***ing head off for my country

I go to church and tithe
I go to work in a suit and tie
but this is war
I'm really not sure why
but the TV says that you are wrong
now here we are

I drove in a car and flew in a plane
to come to your house and kick your door in
now it's down to this, it's just you and me
I'll blow your f***ing head off for my country

my feet hurt from the sand
but still I march on gun in hand
cause this is war
this isn't what I planned
I wanted to be so much more
but this is war

I drove in a car and flew in a plane
to come to your house and kick your door in
now it's down to this, it's just you and me
I'll blow your f***ing head off for my country

Yes I am very picky sometimes about the apartment, and I realize that. And i get on peoples nerves. It just seems that no one realizes that they get on my nerves also. I've gotten over the lights, and othter things. But all I ask is that the apartment stays clean. And people don't yell and go off on me. I try not to go off on people, usually I wait until people are going off on me to start yelling. I hate people yelling just as much as i hate the n word.

I am sorry to hear about your loss. I hope things will brighten up in your life soon. Kiara, if you ever want to chat, I am here for you.

My sympathy to you and your family.

I got a 100% on my government test. Go me. I got a 81% on my physics test. Go me. I got an 82% on my music test. Go me. I failed my calculus 2 test. I knew it would happen.

I talked to my calc professor, if I do really well on my final he will pass me. THANK GOODNESS! The only problem is... I have to do really well on my final. ARG!!!

I've had a EXTREMELY VERY good last...Well about a week. That all came crashing down about 1 am last night. I was so upset last night when I laid down to go to sleep at 1:30 that I didn't fall asleep until 4 am, AFTER I took a sleeping pill. I agree with everyone that I'm not perfect. And I am sorry to my parents that I barely ever cleaned up after myself when I lived at home until it got so bad I had to do something about it. I know now EXACTLY how you felt. It's been a crappy day, and it is ending very crappy.

I dunno why I did it but I went through my photo albums and yearbooks tonight from high school. I never thought I would say this but I miss it. I had so many friends back then, and now I have like 5, and one person that is constantly pissed off at me. I wish I had more friends here.