A Thousand Words or More...

Current mood: Itchy

I'm so seriously.

I was outside for less than 30 minutes tonight and I think I have like 50 mosquito bites. Not only are they mosquito bites, I think they are MONSTER mosquito bites.

It's not only now, but on the fourth of July I was bitten ON THE PALM of my hand. These mosquitos mean business this year. To top my bite on my palm I was bitten on the BOTTOM OF MY FOOT tonight.

Come on!! give me a break!!! I'm officially declaring war on the monster mosquitos. They've pissed me off to a point of no return.

Damn the random monsoon season that Oklahoma had this Summer!

Currently listening : It's Better to Have Loved By Temposhark Release date: 01 January, 2005

Current mood: drained

A serpent, a rabbit,
A walk in the forest.
A tentative looking sun.
A feeling, a moment,
A bursting of bubbles,
A panic to overcome.

A samurai, an angel,
An elegant table,
An AC that does not work.
A road trip, a car wreck,
A paperback novel,
A lover that ain't been hurt.

When you let me go, now I'm on my way,
And the world below, is cold and grey.
On the verge of, on the verge of something wonderful.
A resurgence, on the edge of something wonderful.

For it, against it,
Said he'd never meant it, but Harry still dropped the bomb,
A trip to the dentist, the Hollywood black list,
A moment that time forgot.

When you let me go, now I'm on my way,
When the world below is cold and grey.
On the verge of, on the verge of, something wonderful.
At the edge of, on the verge of, something wonderful.

You can dance in the devil's shoes, you like walking heels,
There's a decent living to be made in the selling out of ideals,
You can lose your way, in the big city,
Get distracted and lost, and feel pretty, yeah..

Ohh, Ohh…

I want you, I need you;
I don't wanna please you, or belong to anyone.
But life is for leading, for not people pleasing,
A race that has never been won.

When you let me go when I'm on my way,
When the world below is cold and grey…

On the verge of, on the verge of something wonderful,
At the edge of, on the verge of something wonderful,
On the verge of, on the verge of, something wonderful, Ohh,
On the verge of, on the verge of, something wonderful, Ohhh,
A resurgence, on the edge of something wonderful, Ohh…

yeah, another beautiful song by Darren.

Currently listening : On the Verge of Something Wonderful By Darren Hayes Release date: 06 August, 2007

Current mood: annoyed

Things won't get taken care of if you talk to other people about your problems. It's just a fact. Maybe I could have done better of trying to talk, however there never seems to be a moment when there are not at least 5 people in our apartment or vicinty.

I'm tired of walking in a room and feeling like everyone hates me because I decide to not do what everyone else is doing. I'm sorry but that's bullshit. I'll hang out with everyone when it goes back to normal and I don't have to drink every fucking minute to be your friend. Until then you can find me outside or across town.

I just hope someone doesn't get sick in my aparment, or even worse die. I think it is smart to be responsible.

You can still drink too much if you only drink two nights a week.

Currently listening : On the Verge of Something Wonderful By Darren Hayes Release date: 06 August, 2007

Current mood: annoyed

Nobody told you that a heart is like a deep, deep freeze,
So many lies, so much of it - broken.
And nobody told you deep within a well so cavernous,
That maybe I - could shed some light on…

Who would have thought, it could be amazing?
Who would have thought, the tiny courageous?
Who would have thought, that love so belated,
could save me, and bring me back to you… ohh.

And nobody told you there'd be days of silence that no one heard,
A river swells and overwhelms ya.
And nobody told you deep within a heart so ravenous,
that maybe I, could spare a beat for…

Who would have thought, it could be amazing?
Who would have thought, the tiny courageous?
Who would have thought, that love so belated,
could save me, and bring me back to you.

I had to find you, had to let you know,
that you aren't alone, (yea.), we didn't make the the rules,
I had to find you, had to get right back…to you… (ohh..)

(oh ohh)
I had to find you, had to let you know,
that you weren't alone, (yea, yea) we didn't make the the rules,
I had to find you, had to get right back to you…
It's always been you…
now, tell me…

Who would have thought it could be this amazing?
Now, who would have thought the tiny courageous?
Tell me…
Who would have thought that love so belated,
could save me, and bring me back to you..(ohh ohh..)

Thank you Darren for this beautiful song that makes me keep my sanity sometimes.

Currently listening : This Delicate Thing We've Made By Darren Hayes Release date: 21 August, 2007