A Thousand Words or More...

that Darren dyed his hair back to black... wow, I'm REALLY slow.

The video for Pop!ular, is freaking awesome.
The video for Darkness, is very depressing.

It's amazing how you can fight with one person for what seems like forever, then all that negative energy dissapears and resurfaces towards someone else.

All I can say is... two weeks.

and... I can't wait.

Ok, so two more weeks of classes left in my fourth semester of college. Fun stuff.

Band is over for the semester already. Our concert last night was crap. Worst concert of my life. But I've decided that I'm going to try out for marching band again this August. Hopefully it goes better than last fall.

I'm slightly not looking forward to summer because I'm taking Meteorology 2 and Calculus 3, and I will have class EVERYDAY, Monday thru Friday.

I can't enroll in classes for Summer and Fall semester until this Tuesday, and there are only 5 seats left in my calc 3 I'm trying to get into for summer. Really scary.

Ok so what else is new?... Nothing really. I've had my blog for over a year now. I went back and started reading some of the stuff from a year ago and boy was I messed up. I think my mental health has improved about 80% than a year ago. I'm kinda wondering if I should have ever been prescribed that zoloft back in December of '03. Anyway things are obviously better now and that is good. Anyway, Happy belated birthday to my blog... I guess. What is really funny is that no one really posts anything in their blogs anymore. I never thought that I would actually continue to post in my blog either, but actually I think it is a good way to show people what is up in my life and to let everyone know I'm still alive and kicking.

Sometimes I wish more people would comment, even just to say "hey". :P

~Nik :)

Congratulations, Nikki!
Your IQ score is 122

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction especially in the workplace.


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I guess that's not bad considering the average American IQ is 100. Too bad that "visual mathematician" doesn't help me out in Calc 2. HAHA, anyway, I did learn in psychology class that an IQ test is virtually crap. It was slightly entertaining for a few minutes anyway.

A continuous chance of thunderstorms for the next week. Lovely, very lovely. Even if they are not severe, I just want to sit on the porch and watch it rain and lightning, and hear some thunder.

I managed to fail another psychology exam. Go me. I'm seriously going to be happy to get a D in that class. And really I'm not to happy for setting my goal that low but I have to.

Nothing like feeling your being stalked. Just thought I'd throw that one out there.

I finally got Darrens' new CD about a week ago. OH MY GOD. I have a new favorite cd and song. It's actually the one you are hearing as you load my blog currently. It is full meaningful songs and very good music. This album reminds me a tad bit of Savage Garden, which is very good. None the less it is a very good cd.

Craziness is that we only have three weeks of classes left. Very exciting.

Ok so now I'm off to bed. Yay!

By Darren Hayes

Outside confidence is king
I am all that you're projecting
Inside feel the rising tide
And the revolutions deafening

I was trying to hide my opposing side
Trying to reconcile my Jeckle and Hyde

Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No, I am not open, parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor
Save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why'd you want to bother find yourself another

Sometimes you put all of your desires in an object of affection
But in time because you idolise there is only disappointment

I was flying so high in your perfect sky
But I needed to fall cannot have it all

Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No, I am not open, parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor
Save yourself
Don't pick me find someone else
Why'd you want to bother find yourself another

Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No, I am not open, parts of me are broken
Do yourself a favor
Save yourself
Don't pick me for someone else
Why'd you want to bother find yourself another

Don't need to compromise
I don't need to occupy the flaw
There's a danger in boxing in my sin
And all that I am..

It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again
No, I am not open, parts of me are broken
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again
Why'd you want to bother find yourself another
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No, I am not open, parts of me are broken
It's too much pressure
I'll only let you down again
No, I am not open, parts of me are broken
Ladies and gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
No, I am not open, parts of me are broken

Mom was here this week. It was fun. I took her to class with me Friday, I think she was thoroughly confused most of the day except in band and physics. Raven made a new best friend. Of course anyone that fed me would also be my best friend if I was a cat.

I haven't been posting much since I've been ridiculously busy. I recently failed my Calc 2 exam and barely passed my physics exam. Ok, I got a high C on my physics exam but still. So now I only work on the weekends. Seriously this has helped so much with getting my homework done at a fairly paced time frame. I HAVE to pass calc this semester or I'm going to FREAK out.

Anyway, I have a computer programming exam in the morning so I need to make sure I have all my notes in order. Thank goodness for open book/note tests.

decent bolt of lightning. 

crappy wall cloud from todays chase.