A Thousand Words or More...

Current mood: blank

"You let me go
I'm on my way
the world below is cold and grey
on the verge of..
on the verge of something wonderful."

Let me tell you now, the video for "On the Verge of Something Wonderful" is BEAUTIFUL. Even if I've only seen 1:30 seconds of it. I'm so happy that I picked Darren to follow for the last 10 years of my life. He is truly amazing!

Now to my real life:

I know this is going to kick me in the ass later, but I can't wait for classes to start. I'm tired of feeling like I'm doing nothing with my life.

Another thing... I've been thinking a lot about people. Just people in general. I just wonder sometimes how many people REALLY care about how other people feel. I would like to think that I am one of those that really care about the people that I care about. UGH. I hate thinking about this stuff, but sometimes it really needs to be done.

Also, the last few weeks have been wonderful, however they have their down points too. I have forgot what it feels like to have a clean apartment ALL of the time. That was what the last week has been like, it was wonderful. I threw away so much stuff, all junk that no one will miss. It was so nice to sit on the futon at 11 pm and read a magazine not worrying about who was going to be staying the night in our front room. I was able to enjoy MY front room and TV/music/whatever else I wanted to do without worrying about someone else. I love my friends to death, don't get me wrong, but sometimes, I need MY apartment.

Geez, this blog sucks. I'm really happy right now even though it may not seem so. I have the awesome memories of the time with my Mother and the Darren concerts in Chicago a few weeks ago that keep me awesomely happy. I have a wonderful boyfriend that I love. And great friends. AND my favorite holiday is coming up!!! INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!! YAY!!!!

I leave you with this wonderfulness...

Currently listening : The Tension And The Spark By Darren Hayes Release date: 12:00 AM

Current mood: accomplished

So I just got back from Chicago today. I seriously traveled from Chicago to Norman in one day, only taking about 4 breaks the entire time. Whew, that sucked.

However, I had the time of a life in Chicago! Last nights concert was AMAZING! We ended up standing right in front of the stage. Darren hi-fived my mom and came over to us numerous times. Haha, I got to feel his sweaty hand, which is gross and pretty cool at the same time. What is funny is I have it on video and all you hear is us shreeking. Also, the opening band Temposhark, was pretty awesome too. I wish I would have listened to their music before going to the concerts. But ya'll should check them out on myspace!

The first concert wasn't as good as last nights. First off there were less people. It was wayyy more laid back. Secondly, Darren wore his "pimp suit" last night. I have some awesome pictures that I will post soon. But I'm just extremely tired from being in the car 15 hours straight. Blah

Seeing the sights around Chicago was pretty awesome too. I have to say, aside from the crazy drivers, I really like Chicago. But for now I must sleep.

Currently listening : Joy By Temposhark Release date: By 25 May, 2006

Current mood: excited

OMG! Tomorrow night I will be in Chicago and Darren Hayes will be entertaining me!!!!!!!!

So I'm sitting here at the Ford Dealership waiting for them to finish my oil change and I got this idea. I need to make a sign that says HOLD ME, just like I did at the 2000 Savage Garden concert. What are the chances I'll get pulled up on stage again, with the same technique. I think it's worth a try!

I'm so freaking excited.

Currently listening : The Tension And The Spark By Darren Hayes Release date: By 23 September, 2004

Current mood: anxious

4 more days till Chicago/Darren Hayes! I'm starting to FREAK OUT!

Yesterday, I bought tickets to go to the top of Sears Tower on Sunday. That's going to be fun. It's going to be a great weekend. Two Darren Hayes shows and a day to hang out in Chicago.

I've been putting everything off preparing for this trip. Although I did spend about 4 hours yesterday drilling/sawing/working on installing a laptop mount in my car. It pretty much failed. I'm gonna go have another look at it later today when the heat of the day has passed.

In an update of my life in general, I faily much spend most of my time at the pool and I have a nice tan to show for it. I've also been thinking a lot the last few days. I'm thinking after I get back from Columbus on the 5th, I'm gonna look for a job. I've faily much decided that being in band this fall is a bad idea, and that I should at least get a job. The reasoning behind that is, I'm tired of spending my mom's money and if having a job is too much stress with 2 classes that I've already taken I can drop the job and still pass my classes (unlike what my options with being in band would be). So there's an update of what has been rolling around in my head lately.

I'm gonna go freak out about Darren some more

Currently listening : The Tension And The Spark By Darren Hayes Release date: By 23 September, 2004